Wednesday, May 05, 2010

New point of view

After the past few months of life experiences, i had learnt to view everything (yes is everything) to be good. Last time whenever every little thing happen to be not good i will start negative thinking and feeling bad, start to find faults and blaming. However, it really not helping me at all.
Share with you one funny thing of me, even i appreciate that i can drive back home safely everyday. How many robber case and accident nowadays? snatch thief? yet, i am blessed by God that all so smooth, i appreciate. i appreciate everyday in heart
These few days my fiance said I did not blame him because of doing wrong, I kept quiet. Finally, I had found my own way to 'cure' myself. Whenever things gone wrong, whenever I want to angry, whenever problem arise.....I will first ask myself in heart --> Why should I angry? Is that any better way to deal with it? The funny thing I did 2 days ago, I couldn't find my electrical dictionary. Instead of blaming myself always careless , I started closed my eyes to think back the very last time I used my electrical dictionary and traced back every moment just like myself being hypnotized. I quickly called my fiance to help me check the place that beneath of driving car's seat as one day he emergency break to make all my things in the bag dropped out. The next day I really got back my dictionary. I appreciate it.
I am happy to my own improvement this time. The absolute standards of Iofc - unconditional love, honesty, purity,Unselfishness(http://www.my.iofc.org/node/44716 ) can never be perfectly achieved yet just a North Star to guide me along my life. I believe I can try my best to change myself towards it as close as I can.

Friday, April 09, 2010

Wonderful Quote


Of all the people you will know in a lifetime,
You are the only one you will never leave nor lose.

To the question of your life,
you are the only answer.

To the problems of your life,
you are the only solution.

This quote shared by my friend last night. I really love it. Especially last part of it, "to the question of your life, you are the only answer". Keep practicing to discover myself and be more aware what i did via quiet time and listening to my inner voice really changed my life a lot. It is ok to be lost along my life time yet it is also important to drag myself back to the correct path and goal. Life is wonderful......

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

特别的日子

今天是特别的日子,我的他向我求婚。我很开心,我回到家就和朋友分享我给他生日惊喜的过程和他给我惊喜的过程。在分享的过程中,不知不觉谈到10年前的第一份工作的经验。这不是第一次分享但是却发现自己跟多以前从来没察觉的特质。朋友说这些好的经历都因该好好的记载下来,所以我来这里写下来了。
回想起,第一份工作的两年里,我是个无知和不会照顾别人感受的人。我只懂得拼命工作导致效率过高引起不满,在20人当中被排挤。当技术人员教导我们把crystal 放入机器时要刚刚好正中央,我考虑到肉眼来衡量比较困难,于是隔天就用纸皮剪了3 寸和4寸的圆形来方便自己。每次都很准确的放入机器grinding. 几个月后,supervisor就叫人用好的塑料来打造一样的补助平。以后就成为整个程序的一部分。
很快的这个新部门就要开始生产线了,20个人分成2组,我成为leader带领一队,每次前一个shift交棒是都很凌乱,在我这个shift我就把整齐持续的东西交棒回去。过不久我train另个人称为第三个shift的leader, 她也不满意凌乱和埋怨,我还是教导她做整齐来交棒。很快地,分成4个shift了。当我的shift的人有困难我马上出来帮忙解决,训练了几个新人,当每个人忙碌得不可开交就埋怨上个shift的人没有擦地板。我就快点解决手头上的工作然后帮忙擦地板。日子久了,他们也会习惯的去擦地板了。我和他们的距离也小了。新人也不需要我训练了,我的徒弟会训练他们。欣慰的是有一次我听到徒弟说:“这个从Cherry QC 出来的都写到很整齐的,你可以很快的把货物电算完毕然后包裹”。
有一次,生产线必须停顿就因为第三个步骤的其中一个补助工具坏了不能取得样品放入机器做测试。 我却可以用tweezer的尾端来取得样品测试完毕继续让生产线运作。用这个方法很危险,机会只有一次,很容易毁掉整片都拿不到样品。4个shift里面只有我能做好,所以在新的工具来之前,我必须帮忙做完4个shift 的测试工作。
。。。。故事说完了以后,朋友问道:“那么你在两年里面向自己学习到什么?”。 当下我真的想不出来。我说:"我知道自己对人的态度必须改进,当我觉得对的事情就去做,日子久了人们也明白"。 但是现在我有所发现,原来我在很久以前就有的能力,而我居然忽视了它。我有创意能力,......

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

生命的他

记得有个朋友和我说过,当她遇到生命的他的时候是那么的自然,就像一颗种子掉入土地之然生长发芽到开花。她觉得痛苦尽力了几十年就是为了遇见他。当时的我真的没有办法去体会她说的一切,但是此时此刻的我却觉得自己感同身受了。回想起与他的相遇,相知到相爱原来都是那么的自然。

感觉很幸福有他在身边。他天天陪着我,我病了他比我还紧张,在车上会拿小枕头给我抱,没饿他替我先饿的帮我买食物。。。。感谢这一切一切,感受这一切一切,珍惜这一切一切。

Monday, September 21, 2009

一定可以

祈祷这有个安静的空间,自己的空间,从刚才就祈祷着。大自然的力量真的在身边,当我发出讯号需要盒子般东西的时候,真的有人愿意给与帮助。。。所以我相信这一次我一定可以,可以找到的。。。。。
真奇怪, 把 着 写成这,也许心理也在祈祷着这里也得到平静。心的平静。。

Friday, September 04, 2009

Some thoughts

All in the sudden i feel like to write something.
Once upon of time, I would call my ex-boyfriend to help me something and i knew he could not let go our relationship, even after 2 years. One day, one of my friend pointed this issue to me only then i only realized I should play a role to help him let go in which I stopped called him up for helping me. I think this should be be way and the thing I can give him in order to help him start a new venture soon.
I have this thought is because recently i have found a gal keeps calling her ex-boyfriend even she left him 2 years ago. Maybe she was me, as a mirror that last time of me, so selfish to somehow 'using' the other party? I don't know......Just I can't express out, feel so uneasy........Maybe i could find out my own answer during my silent time in the morning for the coming days. ^^

Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Restaurant City Facebook

  1. Truffle is ? Fungi
  2. Tomato is ? Fruit
  3. Rump found at? Back
  4. Grapes grow ? Vines
  5. Homous? chickpeas
  6. Chinese xxx? not mango
  7. Saffron is a ? spices
  8. Calamari is fried? squid