After the past few months of life experiences, i had learnt to view everything (yes is everything) to be good. Last time whenever every little thing happen to be not good i will start negative thinking and feeling bad, start to find faults and blaming. However, it really not helping me at all.
Share with you one funny thing of me, even i appreciate that i can drive back home safely everyday. How many robber case and accident nowadays? snatch thief? yet, i am blessed by God that all so smooth, i appreciate. i appreciate everyday in heart
These few days my fiance said I did not blame him because of doing wrong, I kept quiet. Finally, I had found my own way to 'cure' myself. Whenever things gone wrong, whenever I want to angry, whenever problem arise.....I will first ask myself in heart --> Why should I angry? Is that any better way to deal with it? The funny thing I did 2 days ago, I couldn't find my electrical dictionary. Instead of blaming myself always careless , I started closed my eyes to think back the very last time I used my electrical dictionary and traced back every moment just like myself being hypnotized. I quickly called my fiance to help me check the place that beneath of driving car's seat as one day he emergency break to make all my things in the bag dropped out. The next day I really got back my dictionary. I appreciate it.
I am happy to my own improvement this time. The absolute standards of Iofc - unconditional love, honesty, purity,Unselfishness(http://www.my.iofc.org/node/44716 ) can never be perfectly achieved yet just a North Star to guide me along my life. I believe I can try my best to change myself towards it as close as I can.
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