Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Thoughts of today 29 Oct 2008

sometimes it's hard for me to have thoughts early in the morning during my silent time. Now is 3.46pm in the office, i hv some thoughts after chating with my friend.

1) Realized that all the while i keep looking for a soul mate to build family. In fact, how silly am i, in the inner part i am looking for the warm family i had lost from my origin family.

2) Another realize for the '2 sides for 1 thing'. Realized how come i feel so pain in losing love relationship. Every single happy moment brings sad. No those happinese where got pain?I should enjoy the happinese i have before. Sometimes it's hard to handle those pain and facts, but i tell myself it's ok, feel it and handle it slowly, it's ok, i will be fine. I can't face it now, doesn't mean i can't face it in future.

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