Yesterday, we had a company dinner at Tenji Buffet. It is a very nice place to have meal. wakakak, i had 2 big oysters. To me, the only thing delicious will be the oyster already. I will upload pictures later on.
I have to learn to be 100% software engineer at work, 100% daugther (haha my friend said like her mother), 100% student, 100% friend at the different time with different role. How amazing of it.
Just like my lecturer always saying about commitment. Perhaps, to her the commitment stands for housing loan, car loan, etc. To me, a bit different, I have chosen to be delicated to family because i hardly to bare to see my oldest father suffer. I have chosen to study part time degree because 'Degree' is what i want. I have chosen to work as SE because of living. Therefore, I have chosen to be busy ?
My friend asked me got bf? I replied no, and lucky no. Because, like my situation, i think i really don't have extra strength to give him a support. I am exhausted. At least, I am more clearer to my own situation, I am more clearer to what i want.
It is amazing, now, i really think of what i can give to future mate instead of asking what he can do/give me. I think i have really leanrnt a lot and grown a lot......................
Happy Chinese New Year and Valatine - even i am alone, but i still wish to be happy. ^^
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