Today really happy for myself. I had found a little change from the inner. I started to realize that angry and blaming got relationship. Today there are two things going to make me angry.
Matter 1, the feeling so innocent.
At first the feeling was "unjust treatment" and following with "angry". In a very short period of time, I am able to calm myself and ask a lot of questions. What can I say or do to make it better? Do I really mean to be what people justified me? Yes to make it better. No is I really not the person being justified. I just take my responsible and apologize upon making people feeling bad about me. And the intention or reasons why I was doing that. I am happy that I no need to responsible for the feeling on how people look at me as that perfectly depend on others' life.
Matter 2, things not being arrange properly by a person.
At first the feeling was "angry" and after a while I had realized that it might be a mistake and it can be changed to better. In the email that I reply to that person only mention the situation and how much I care about it. The only thing is to ask help rather than angry.
These 2 matters taught me a lot, they make me realized how ignorance I was in the past? When I don't think and focus that people keep thinking of bad intentions towards me, it do open another window of my life towards brightness. Appreciate~~
