Recently, I have being occupied by different kind of people, characteristics, reactions and etc. It is so amaze that the feeling so strong as god would like me to learn something. It is really a chance or opportunity to grow. I had found all the things can be connected. The people in my working place, the people in my university and the people in my community.
The last lecture of Sociology, lecturer shown us 2 chinese character ("危机"), whenever a danger happen means the opportunity. It is really an amaze phrase, all the difficulties that I encounter in my life time also opportunities depend on how much can I realize it, depend on myself how can I grow from there. A person told me that the difficult people in my life are those who come to teach me something. He also taught me to just point out our own mistakes instead of others mistakes.
One of my best gal friend told me that women naturally will feel somethings just most of them don't express it out. However, my own issue is too fast to react them out without process the feeling through my mind then only come out to outside with body or mouth. I really have to learn how to express the feeling out that can be accepted by others. Too straight can be too rude also, it also can be very hurt, I think my ownself also don't want to be hurt by others then why myself go and hurt others?
Many people in the last Creator Of Peace Circle session told me that I was a natural and 'real' person. It can be my advantage and disadvantages also, I know if I don't learn to handle the way that I express the things I will lost a lot of joy in relationship. A person also taught me that everything yes is everything is two sides. How could I still not realize that in many things? A knife can assist us in daily life, it can also hurt us.
I really don't know how far can I grow this time, I know it can be very difficult as I had used to my old reaction so many years. However, I am looking forward to my own grow few months later.
